When I first arrived in England and started living with Mandy my aunt, afew years back, Mandy had a carer coming in the daytime, to help with various things, as my aunt is elderly and disabled. Her carer, Jayde, was absolutely gorgeous. She made me feel good, and gave me the impression, maybe falsely, that she fancied me. A lot of flirting went on, and she’d often take me into fetish clothing shops or adult bookshops on our walks out together when Mandy was busy. Some people could have seen she was leading me on, but I was too flattered and enamoured to realise. Being a guy with strong emotions and a highly sensual nature, I realisedI was falling for her, but I could do nothing about it, as she was so closely involved with us. She suddenly stopped flirting with me, for no reason I ever discovered, and became much cooler. It was too late, because by this time I was attached to her, and every meeting we had would put shudders of desire through me. This situation began to hurt me, because she’d still be flirtatious with other blokes. Mechanics, workmen, people in Mandy’s social circle, etc, etc. Anyone, it seemed, except me. Guys would home in on her, chatting her up and sniffing around her everywhere we went. She would just let them, and ignore me when they hung around her. Don’t know what I’d done to deserve these mind games. She’d even begun to watch my reaction as she flirted with other men, I could tell. Then she’d ask subtle things to suss me out afterward. I could tell she did it to see what effect it had had on me. It was turning me on in a way, I can’t deny. I hated the pain she wasputting me through, but I couldn’t help fantasizing hotly in secret about her with them in steamy sex scenes. I soon also discovered she wasn’t as genuine to me as she pretended, andthe shock of discovering her slating of me behind my back turned my world upside down. I was torn to bits by it; and it caused such intense emotional turmoil for me I went on antidepressants. Perhaps, I’ve since wondered, was she a habitual teaser and control freak, and somehow got off on the power of her situation relative to me? But she never admitted anything to me, so she was a bone of contention to me for a couple of years afterward. My memories of her cause even now starkly contrasted feelings of desire and deep lust, but also great anger about the headgames that went on. I think after the eventual argument her behaviour caused, we’ll neverspeak again, it’s clear her arrogance is too overwhelming to let her apologise and make up. However, there’s still several hot sexual memories she’s left me with, about her. This is the first major incident that happened. If anyone out there has been in any similar strange and grotesque but somehow arousing situations in their life, I’d love to read of it, as I’ve become interested in the complexity of human relationships, and the mix of pain and pleasure that certain experiences can cause in people. Anyway, Mandy needed a new computer after a couple of months. So, Jaydegot Jim in, a PC tech, who worked with her company’s computers, and was supposed to be good, to get one and set it up for her. Me, Jayde and Mandy were playing scrabble in the lounge when Jim firstturned up at Mandy’s house, and he immediately started flirting with Jayde, giving her loads of suggestive banter and innuendo, which she giggled at, wrinkling her nose like a schoolgirl. I tried to stop it unsettling me and making me wish I was Jim, getting Jayde’s attention in that way, but I couldn’t help feeling jealous, which I hid as best I could. Maybe Jayde guessed at my discomfort and enjoyed that, I didn’t know. It was the first time I saw her bare feet, too, stranglely enough, whenJim turned up. I have a deep fetish for women’s feet. She slipped off her socks after she’d let Jim in, and as she padded around the carpets, getting things for him and showing him into the study, I saw they were gorgeous. My heart was lost to her totally, the moment I saw her shapely feet, with her toe rings and ankleband. The cutest little feet I’ve ever seen. I didn’t know whether Jayde knew much about my secret fetishes, but I knew she’d at least once looked at my web surfing history. I visited mainly housewife sex sites, wife story sites and foot fetish sites. I dunno if she meant to be teasing me, but she was playing up to Jim too, and flirting back to him, and letting us see her… Read the rest of Jayde and Jim! Was I “cuckolded” by proxy?
Author: Dabbler
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